So I came to a bad point not so long ago, like 2 weeks ago or less. I was sooo pissed off that EVERY day was the exact same and way too much of the same. Same tv shows, same conversations, same routine day after day. It pissed me the hell off.
For about a week after that, I just stayed pissed. Waiting for it to change itself. Wanting it to just fall into my lap and change overnight. Well... Don't know how or why, but came to the conclusion a few nights ago that its not going to do it by itself. Its gonna take me doing some work for it to happen.
Last night was the first night of the changes. Wasn't much, but changed the routine some. L and me decided to turn off the evil box with the flashing lights and sounds coming from it. Hate the fucking tv right now actually. It sucks your soul away, and you have to pay for the major suckage. ARG! Anyway, we got away from the evil box, went to get wine coolers, and sat outside with wine coolers and simply talked for a long period. It was nice.
Today, we went to have food at a really good new Thai restaurant, than went to see Thor at a second run theater with our roommate. Our roommate never comes out and does much. Very much of a homebody, so it was new and awesome that he tagged along for once. The movie was actually really good, plus OMG!!!! AMAZINGLY HOT!!!! JUST SPEECHLESSLY HOT!!!! Thor is soooo fucking sexy!!! If it wasn't the "red plague" week, than I would've attacked L when we got home, heh!
Tomorrow, we're planning on going to a flea market. I haven't been to one since I was a little kiddo. I have avoided them like they were poo covered spiders (or... I just really don't like them at all!!!) My memories of them are mostly that it was way too hot, way too humid, way too boring, and way too stinky. I remember hating them and never wanting to go, always wanting to stay at home rather than the flea market. ANYTHING but the flea market. But parents loved them, and dragged little kiddo me with them. Arg! But, its been MANY years since those days. I'll give it another try, this time with big girl pants on! :P
I just wanna keep doing stuff, even if its cheap to free stuff. I'm thinking of feeding the ducks at the park soon, playing some basketball, meeting new people somewhere, going to a pottery class, just random things to pass my time. I don't wanna be glued to the tv anymore!!! I don't want the same thing day after day anymore. It's no fun and no way to live life. So now, its time to start living again.
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